Monday, May 13, 2013

My first week in South Africa!!!



First of all, hello!!!  I am alive and well after my first strenuous week in AFRICA!  I figured I might as well just start and go with it, so hang in there because I have a lot to say! 

The week previous to my departure was an absolute whirlwind.  I had errands, trips downstate, packing, visiting family, packing, seeing friends last minute, packing, spending time with my favorite dog ever, did I mention packing?  It went by so fast, and I send out a huge thanks to those that took the time to call me or see me before I left.  I am constantly blessed by all the love and support I am surrounded by, and I just wanted to say thanks! 

The day of my departure started out great with coffee and donuts and a wonderful visit from the lovely Bridget Bernhard (thanks, Bridgie!).  After she left, it was stressful and I was on the verge of a panic attack as time moved closer to my leaving.  If not for my brother, Eric, I would have had an attack because my mind was swirling about being gone for six months and especially the flying.  Many of you know I hate flying.  Saying good-bye to my cat, Lucky, and my dog, Eli, was I think the hardest part.  Eli has been my buddy ever since I finished school.  He goes everywhere with me.  And my kitty, well he’s been my kitty for over 16 years now; I’m always sentimental leaving him behind.  I know he’s going to be so pissed at me when I get home.  He ignored me for three days straight when I got back from Italy, then finally caved.  Such a cat. 

Mom, Eric, Dad, Loie, and Grandma came to see me off at the TC airport.  It was hard saying good-bye, but I kept it together until Eric started praying over me (thanks a lot, bro…just kidding – I needed it).  It’s beyond me how Mom kept it together the whole time, even after I went through security.  She must have been a faucet in the car.  Gave everybody multiple hugs before going through security without a mishap (I packed my knives in my checked bag, don’t worry).   Once I was on the plane and taking off from Traverse City I calmed down completely and set my eyes toward my goal that was finally, after all this time, coming to fruition (thanks, Russ Larimer, for implanting that word in my vocabulary).  The flight to Paris was awful.  I barely slept, I had only a tiny bit of leg-room, the people stank badly around me and to top it all off, the man behind me would punch my seat forward every time I tried to lean it back.  Lovely guy, truly. 

Paris, though, was wonderful.  I had a 15 hour layover, so took the train into the city center for about ten hours of the day.  I was that annoying tourist lugging around a carry-on bag on the cobblestones.  I was embarrassing, I know, but I didn’t really care at that point.  I started out walking around Notre Dame then along the Seine for quite a ways until I met the Jardin des Tuileries (which is where the Louvre is) where I sat down for a while and just watched people.  It was quite warm and sunny that day; springtime in Paris is gorgeous.  Last time I was there it was December.  I was on a mission to get to the Musée Rodin, for when Mom, Grandma and I were in Paris, it was closed.  I walked probably 2 miles to get there, and thank the good Lord it was open, because I was getting tired and ornery.  The guard at the front flirted with me and told me I was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen in the world (which I didn’t believe because I had been on a plane for 8 hours and desperately needed a shower).  The Rodin museum was wonderful and everything I had hoped it would be.  I kept nodding off on one of the benches in the garden so I decided it was time to go.  I sat down again in the Jardin des Tuileries then went back to the airport to await my flight for Cape Town.  I didn’t have anyone in the seat next to me or behind me, so I managed to sleep for almost the entirety of the 11 hour flight.  And finally, FINALLY I arrived in South Africa.

I had a wonderful private driver take me out to Drakenstein Lion Park (I was leery of taking a cab all alone) and he pointed things out to me and we talked a lot about Michigan and things that I should do while in Cape Town area.  I have him convinced to visit Michigan if he ever gets to the US (he’s never seen snow, people).  Finally, I made it to my destination.  I was immediately greeted by the loud and boisterous Elzette who is the park manager here.  She helped me get settled in my own little cabin, introduced me to Nina Lange, another volunteer from Germany, and then I was left to get unpacked.  I wanted to see the lions more than anything, so unpacked as quickly as I could before Nina walked with me through the park to see the 35 lions and 2 tigers.  This place is amazing, everyone.  It’s the only true lion sanctuary in the Western Cape and houses the largest lion population as well.  Each enclosure is an acre or more, and houses 1 to 3 lions, a forever home for captive born cats.  I’m falling more and more in love with this place every minute I’m here.

This is my view every day.  Mountains on every side.


I will talk a little about what my days are like, before I start talking about some profound experiences with the cats.  Each day starts out with me getting up at 7:30 am (I know you’re all thinking, Kelsey?  Up at 7:30?!?), eating a quick breakfast, usually toast and fruit, then being sent off to feed and water the ponies and goats.  We have 5 Shetland ponies here, one of which is the sweetest little filly ever, and somewhere around 12 goats, several llamas, and some really nasty black swans.  Following that is a short meeting of the staff and volunteers, then we head out immediately to clean 2 lion “camps” as the staff calls them.  The lions are bribed with chicken meat into a holding camp, so we can go into the larger enclosure to gather scat (“poopies” as Elzette likes to call it) and feathers.  The fence is checked and plants growing near the electric fence are sprayed and removed.    Following the lion camps, we are sent out to cut shrubs down of an alien species of plant for the hooved animals to munch on throughout the day.  Then we do all sorts of necessary jobs like making burn piles to prepare for the upcoming winter, burning the rubbish heap, cleaning swan and pony enclosures, cleaning out holding camps etc.  We have an hour-long lunch break and then do more work throughout the afternoon.  Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays are feeding days, so we get to go out and talk to guests, answer questions, and watch the feeding.  The feeding is pretty cool because all the cats are up at once.  It’s the only time that you will see all of them out and about.  But the best times are in the evening.  After the day is over, I take a shower and eat dinner, then usually read before heading to bed pretty early (around 9 pm).  The lions are super active at night, sometimes they are so loud that it wakes me up out of a dead sleep.  That sound is better than any noise in the world.  It is so powerful!

But the cool thing about all of this work is that we are surrounded by lions all the time.  You glance up in your work and meet the gaze of a lion that has been trying to sneak up on you and scare you.  Or you ride by on the four-wheeler or the truck and they hide in the grass, then chase you as far as they can.  When Nina and I went out to burn the rubbish heap, Tigger the tiger came to the fence to see what we were doing, so I went over to say hello as well.  I crouched down at his level and he came right up to the fence, our faces were mere inches away, and he just stood there chuffing at me (chuffing is how tigers talk to one another).  So I did my best to chuff back.  I have never experienced something so profound in my life as sitting at an 800 pound animal’s level, staring into his bottomless eyes, and having a conversation with him.  I can’t even begin to describe what I felt in that moment.  The other night, Nina and I had a small braai (a barbecue) with new friends that work here at the park: Johan (Elzette’s husband), Karel and Jason, the two younger employees here.  We were sitting there watching the flames, when out of nowhere Chippy (the lion in the enclosure out my front door) appears at the fence to check out what was going on and say hello.  Nothing can compare to something like that.  The rest of the night we sat around talking shit about one another.  

This is Brutus, who was badly beaten and had his jaw broken before being rescued.


But Jason said something last night that really stuck with me, and it’s where I’m going to leave you.  He said that his brother is in school to become a doctor and make lots of money, but Jason himself has had experiences with these cats that money just can’t buy.  A lion looks into your eyes so deeply that you lose yourself and you are overcome by the sheer power of the animal.  And there is no place in the world he would rather be.  That, my friends, I can relate with.  I know without a shadow of a doubt that I am where I am meant to be right now, and that this is exactly what I want to do with the rest of my life. 

I miss you all, very much!  Mom, Dad, Grandma and Eric especially.  I did finally get to talk to them over the phone the other day (not Grandma yet), which was a true blessing.  I have access to internet here, but since I’m paying for it myself I will be using it minimally.  I’m sorry, but I won’t be posting too many photos to Facebook as that uses up data too quickly (I will post some, just not a lot).  I will reply to messages and emails when I can and write on here once a week.  I have a tumblr account (linked below) that I will post photos to when I can.  If you want to see all of my photos, you are welcome to come over to my house when I get back for a photo viewing party!  So thank you for listening to me ramble, I will try to keep it shorter next time!

TTFN (Tigger’s truly ARE wonderful things!)
~K~

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Thursday, February 7, 2013

2 months and 26 days

It's been a while since I last wrote on here, and let's just say that the excitement is building!  A lot of things have happened in the last few weeks and plans have been added!!  So, let me recant some of the VERY exciting news!!!!!

Since Christmas I have been feeling more and more like I'm not only meant to go to South Africa to just work with the lions.  Of course, this has been a life-long ambition and it is coming true, but I was beginning to feel like 3 and a half months weren't going to be enough.  So I have been praying about it and on more than one occasion, friends mentioned a "work away" website that lists posts from several different countries around the world where you can exchange your able bodied work for food and housing and family.  So I looked into it and contacted several places in South Africa that I felt could be a match for me.  Out of the 9 I contacted, I heard back from 4 and now I feel like I can say I have made my decision as to where I will head after my work with the lions is complete in August. 

I have been in contact with a woman for a few weeks now who wants me to come live with her and her family on their organic cattle farm.  I would get to help with rounding up the free range cows, building, gardening etc, even learning Afrikaans!  And most of all getting to help with the care of her one year old!  They also have several dogs and cats, as well as horses and a zorse!  For you people who don't know what that is, a zorse is half zebra half horse.  This usually happens when a mare is accidentally impregnated by a wandering male zebra.  Where the farm is located is surrounded by huge wildlife parks that are inhabited by several hoofed species, like zebra, antelope etc.  It's in the middle of the Sneeuberg Mountains that has become an isolated habitat.  It has a sustainable ecosystem of its own with species of plants, insects, and animals not found anywhere else in the world!  Much like the Galapagos Islands of Ecuador.  It has a lot of great hiking as well as being a very artistic area, which is very exciting for me as well!!  Along with living on this wonderful farm with these wonderful, hospitable people, I get to have my own living space with heat, kitchen, bedroom etc.  But most of all, I get to be a part of their family and get to know some of the culture during my stay. 

The plane tickets are bought and paid for, and I have all of the gear that I need, minus a few small details that I will be ordering soon.  I'm trying not to worry about the funding so much, even though it's an incredibly stressful situation.  I worry about running out while I am there or not having anything when I get back to the U.S.  But I'm trying not to think about that!!  I'm just trying to focus on the exciting things to come!

So, that's all I have for now!  Picture below is of the Sneeuberg Mountains...I know, gorgeous.  Can't wait!

~K~

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Four months away

The year could not be going faster.  It is almost the end of 2012 already which means I am just a little over four months away from the greatest journey of my life (as of now, because I plan on doing many greatest journeys).  Preparing for this trip has been more than stressful.  Why is it that we constantly stress about absolutely everything?  To the point of exhausting ourselves?

First of all, I hate money.  I absolutely hate it.  Especially with over 20 grand of debt from college.  And it seems like no matter how hard I try, how many extra hours I work, how many commission pieces I do, I cannot make enough.  I find it extraordinarily sad that after working ourselves to death for four straight years, more and more college students struggle to make ends meet.  I count myself lucky that I have not one, but two jobs to keep me going.  And they are two wonderfully fabulous jobs with great people that I have come to love.  Plus I now have time to read books that aren't for school!  And even more time to do my artwork and get my website started!  But the travel bug has been tickling me lately and getting me more excited for this trip just around the corner.  And then STRESS drops into my lap.  The trip is already paid for and I also have now just purchased my new camera - Canon EOS 7D with a new telephoto lens as well!  It was a big purchase and I'm feeling a bit of buyer's remorse because it was a huge chunk of savings.  I have become so stressed about the funding for this trip, that I have actually worked myself into illness.  I now have constant headaches and extreme exhaustion along with a flock of butterflies roiling in my stomach.  Don't you think I would have learned my lesson by now?

Chris is constantly telling me not to worry, to take things one day at a time.  It's sometimes hard when you're looking at the big picture and starting to hyperventilate about all the bills.  And Chris just reminds me about how much I have been looking forward to this and how it's all going to work out in the end.  I have a wonderful family and support system that would never let me falter.  Plus, I got to see one of my best friends in the entire world this past weekend!  Sioned came all the way from Alaska to see me and I am so blessed to have a friend such as her!  And I get to go visit her before I leave for my big trip - going to Alaska has been another life dream, and to get to be there with her is just icing on the cake!  I also have incredible employment opportunities to work with big cats right here in the US upon my return from Africa.  So why DO we worry?  It's silly really.  I blame Obama.

I just have to remember Matthew 6:25-27, "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes?  Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?  Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?"

So long for now,
~K~

p.s. Isn't this the greatest thing you've ever seen?  This is Samson - can't wait to meet this character!

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Having a goal

Ever had one of those days where one thing really gets you down and then all of a sudden, everything you've turned the other cheek to brings on the flood-rains?  I had one of those days recently.  Don't get me wrong, it takes A LOT to get me down.  And I mean a lot.  I know that I am a very strong person because of what I have gone through in my young life.  I carry a lot around on my shoulders and always try to stay positive because what's the point of living life sad or scared?  So I figured I would share what I went through the other day, and what it took to get me back on track.  It felt important to share it for some reason, so I don't know, maybe there's someone who really needs to hear what I have to say so it can influence them in some way.  So bear with me :))  And, yes, I will get to the lions!

Many of you know that I work retail at Cherry Republic a couple days of the week.  The rest of the time I'm out painting and teaching art and working in a gallery in my favorite place (as of yet) on Earth - Elk Rapids, Michigan.  I love my days at Cherry Republic and the people I work with there.  I don't have much of a social life because I work so much, so I get much of that fulfillment in the land of cherries.  I was having an absolutely wonderful day, when I said something I shouldn't have to a customer.  We were trying to make conversation because our credit card machines were being so slow and so we asked the woman at the register what she had bought at Chico's (a clothing store) and she explained her purchase and that she probably had gone overboard.  And I remarked, "Is your husband going to say 'oohhh, what did you get now?'"  It was meant to be funny, but I knew right away that I had hit a fresh wound.  Her reply was, "He won't say anything."  I of course apologized right away and was mentally punching myself.  She didn't say anything after that as we completed her purchase.  I have to admit I started crying right there in front of her.  My grandmother and I had been talking about Grandpa quite a lot lately and it immediately made me think of him and how lonely Grandma is.  So many thoughts ran through my head, like how this woman's husband had probably passed away recently and she was trying to have a nice day to forget a little.  To make a long story short, I felt horrible.  I had to go into the back to get a hold of myself.  Thank God, I only had about a half hour left of my shift. 

When I got home, Mom was just leaving for a couple hours so I decided to take Eli (my awesome dog) on a walk.  He loves walks and going down to the beach so he can run out in the open for a while.  I also took him to the dog park so he could play with some doggie friends which he REALLY loved.  He was tuckered out by the time we got home.  But that whole walk I had time to think and brood about unresolved or fresh wounds.  First of all, the Grandpa wound was opened pretty fresh from the reminder earlier that day.  Eric being moved away from home for his first year at college.  Marian is all the way in Colorado chasing after horses and living the wild life in the mountains.  Sioned is in Alaska living on a boat for months at a time studying invertebrates and furthering her career as a biologist.  And Jess is in Florida interning at Disney World, having the time of her life (whom I can't wait to visit down there in a month).  Chris is all the way in Indiana working his butt off (although we have done really well with the long distance).  All of my very greatest friends are far away from me.  And then I have a few friends that live not two minutes from me that seem to not want anything to do with me, who don't return calls or texts or any other means to communicate.  Needless to say, my social life is at an ultimate zero right now.  I do work about 50 hours a week which takes up a huge chunk of time, but the money is needed to save save save.  So I guess you catch my point about being mopey.  I got really down on myself and was punishing myself really hard, which is VERY unlike me. 

I got home and pretty much broke when I got to talk to Chris.  He lifted me back up again; I am so thankful for him in my life, he is my rock.  But once we finished talking I broke again.  And it took my mommy to make everything bad go away.  It's funny how moms always know how to make everything better, no matter how bad things are they always know just the right thing to say.  She explained to me that I DO have friends, they are all fulfilling their dreams just like I am.  I am just doing it closer to home for the time being.  And even though we don't get to talk too often, our friendship never goes away.  She told me how important it is to have goals in life, and I happen to have a really really BIG goal approaching that I am making happen all by myself.  And life after college is hard.  So very hard.  All there is is work now (until husband and my own family happen in a few years), and working all the time is different.  It's a big adjustment.  The most important thing she said was that friends come and go.  And, yes, it hurts when ones you thought would be there for the long haul flake out.  But it's the good ones who stay and we must always ALWAYS look ahead, never behind.  Chris, Jess, Sioned, Marian, and many others will always be there, and there will be new friends in the future.  I have a few newfound friends just in the past couple weeks (coworkers at Cherry Republic).  We have fun talking in accents and giggling like children.


And then there are my plans.  My big goal.  Africa.  Lions.  And TIGERS!  Drakenstein is adopting two tigers from a zoo that is closing in the southern cape.  It's going to be exciting to not only hear lions talk at night, but be able to walk next to tigers and hear them chuff in greeting (but hopefully not sassily spray at me).  I also read something about chimps and a few other animals that will be joining the Drakenstein family.  I will be in heaven.  I'm thinking about writing a book about my time in Italy and Scotland while I am in Africa since I will have a lot of time on my hands.  I journaled and blogged my whole time in Europe and went through some serious life changes that I kind of want to write more in depth about.  Who knows, I might write a book about Africa too :))  I've also started thinking about my life after Africa.  Buying a new car (Honda all the way, people!), moving to Tennessee to keep working with big cats (MAYBE - don't panic, nothing is final).  Keep painting to raise awareness about the problem with canned hunting of big cats not only in Africa but also right here in our ever so flawed country.  My future is bright and in God's hands.  And THAT is what is in the forefront of my mind. 


TTFN (ta ta for now), Tiggers truly are wonderful things :))
~K~
p.s. This is Edina, whom I cannot wait to meet - her face is so unique

Thursday, August 23, 2012

Excitement rages at 8 months away...


I guess today you might say I got a little carried away (wow, rhyme much, Kelsey?).  I had a horrible night's sleep and, consequently, to occupy my brain I started thinking about things that excite me: one of those big things being my trip to Africa.  This got my heart racing and mind reeling to the point of no return, and because of that I am probably running on less than two hours of sleep today.  THEN when I got to work I read every page on Drakenstein Lion Park's website, looked at every single one of their lions and read their stories, and looked at every single picture on their Facebook page.  And THEN (no, I'm not done) I watched every YouTube video that mentioned Drakenstein and got a closer hand look at the place I will be living for four months and the people I will be working with (not to mention the furry ones).  Hence this 8-months-ahead-of-time post (8 months and 11 days to be precise).  BUT...this is not the first time I've done world traveling and I know how fast time flies.  Soon enough I'll be sitting back here on my bum in the USofA thinking "where the heck did Africa go?"  Needless to say, I'm looking forward to my time living in a cabin right next to the lion enclosures, listening to them talk at night, drawing them, loving them, working for them, and most of all bettering the lives of a few lions at a time.  I will leave you with a quote from the owner and founder of Drakenstein Lion Park, Paul "the lion" Hart: "Saving one animal may not change the world, but for that one animal the world will change forever."

Ta ta for now!  I'm sure I will be posting again soon about being even more excited. -K-

p.s. If you're interested in where I'm going, here are a few links for you:
http://www.lionrescue.org.za/
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Drakenstein-Lion-Park/219530708059835
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1pVYyAJ1q_g

p.p.s. The lion shown above is Gaucho, one of the first that will definitely appear in a painting upon my return :))